..did I forget to take my happy pills or something ..

.. I think I'm on a downward slide again ..

I have so much to be thankful for in my life.

But, today I just want to cry.

I feel like everything is out of my control .

I am the only one who can take control and make changes. I know this. But for some reason today, I just can't make myself do the things that I know I need to do.

I feel overwhelmed.

I'm sooo tired.

I'm sick ..