This week has been one of those weeks you just wanna crawl back under the sheets and say to the world .. WHOA .. give me a break, a backhander.... and whatever else you can give me on the plus side .. coz I've gone a bit wonky on the scales to the DARK SIDE ...
First off the ongoing saga with M's learning "issues" at school .. talk about frustrating ..
I'm a person where if there's a "problem" get some sort of plan in place or I "go off the rails" .. well with no real plan to be had .. fumbling around in the dark, makes for interesting times in the mental health department for me.
So pooling all my resources.. I came up with a plan, myself, and we are chipping away at the chip on my shoulder! We have parent/teacher interviews this week, so will be interesting to see what comes out of that .. and if I end up crawling the walls at the end of it.
BUT good times though, the boys came home with a notice that the classes are reducing, and going from 2 junior classes to 3, so at the start of term 3, they will have 7 in their class (from the present 24), and increasing to 19 by the end of 2008. Phew, that surely will help the problems.
C's powering away .. but his week hasn't been without events going on either .. A phone call from school on Thurs, "C's not feeling well, feeling sick, and very upset ". Get to school and here he is on A CHAIR OUTSIDE THE OFFICE WITH A BOWL, all curled up and sad, trying to fall asleep .. and they didn't want to just in case it was his heart ... and also them a bit worried coz his feet and hands were freezing, and blue, while he had a huge temp, and I said that is what his heart does to conserve energy... stops circulation to all extremeties to cosy on up on the ones needing the blood. Well first thing I said was .. Is there NO SICKBAY .. and they flustered away .. um mmm no ...
So off to bed he went, come 4pm he was fine, that night both boys came down with it .. so last 2 nights have been a train wreck, and add to that Little Missy's night time wakings and wanderings and I'm ready to ask where the bottle is each morning ....Little Missy had this at the start of the week but was yuck most of the day, and then a night, but these boys seem fine (OK Cam looked a bit, well OK really seedy yesterday) running riot during the day, then come night it comes haunting!
Well lets hope tonight is better otherwise I'm booking a night at a motel, and getting a decent sleep .. well in my dreams ..
Me ....
I've been watching that "Big Stuff" programme on TV3 .. and it's spurned me on a bit .. declutter and organise .. Ok .. so I'm doing one corner, well sometimes drawer at a time, but I'll get there over the next 12 months surely (then have to start all over again) ... feels kinda cleansing .. but spooky all in one, got all the boys stuff together and boxed them up .. had a read of a few pages in their journals from when they were first born, tried not to cry, and them quietly put them away .. still not able to deal with that .. but hey will get there ...
So ... I've done a few drawers .. but would really like to get the bedroom drawers done, putting all the "keep" papers in a box .. to go through carefully later on ..
Meanwhile the rest of the house looks like a bomb hit it .. but yanno .. my mind can only focus on one thing at a time ..
Fire's all lit and I've got some of the thoughts down on blog ..
so not doing too badly for 12.30pm on a Saturday morning that started with me wanting to stay in bed or my PJ's all day ...
Ramble on huh !
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