Still not dealing with it the best ..
Have eaten far too much rubbish food today ... which of course peeved me off ....
Feeling sorry for myself ..
Will be a better day tomorrow .. :-D
Cam almost didn't get on the bus to go to school this morning
.. not because he didn't want to go
.. but because I wanted to wrap him up in cotton wool .. and hug and hold him for the rest of the day ..
(He would have thought what on earth is going on here too .. lol)
So the rational and 'slap yourself together for goodness sake' Mum stood in and took over and said 'See you after School....'
.. and worried all day ..
.. and peeked in to the class as we went past for Playgroup at the school with Missy ..
.. and then told him off when he walked in covered in mud .. on to the carpet from playing outside in the puddles ..
.. because life goes on .. he knows no difference ..
.. and I can't not let him be the 5 year old kid he wants to be .. and needs to be ....
... because of my own fears and worries..
Argghhh! *slap*
Damn it all for knowing what we do.. as adults .. and as parents ..
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